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The
Sacred Search
by Chip
Duncan
This is a time of transition, for it is a new era.
After arriving at the sacred city of Machu Picchu, no person
will ever
be the same again. There will be a transformation, a great
transformation
in his or her life. That person will be able to understand,
step-by-step,
with much effort, that we all climb up our own mountain, the
mountain of life.
And it is important to dedicate those efforts to God,
which is the infinite expressions of the cosmos.
--Victor Estrada, Andean Shaman
During the spring of 1994, my colleagues and I began production
of a documentary film series for The Learning Channel called
Mystic Lands. There was a demand for programming that would
look beyond traditional religious practices and into the world
of the spiritual, a world often defined by its lack of absolutes.
Words such as guru, shaman, yoga, Zen, healer, cosmos and
meditation had become mainstream. Discussion of the search
for the sacred was no longer limited to churches, mosques
and synagogues. Buddhism had become "hip" in Hollywood.
And for many, ritual and spiritual practices were becoming
part daily life.
In my case, I'd always been a bit irreverent - the type of
guy that's quick to level the religious playing field with
a friendly but sacrilegious joke. Not that I didn't have respect
for those who followed their faith -- I had that in abundance.
But only as long as they kept their God (or gods) at arm's
length.
As a photographer, I'd developed an eye for filming both ritual
practices and people. I'd produced a string of travel films
around the world and discovered that religious practices and
spiritual places were often the most interesting and challenging
to film. I also loved the feeling of holy places. I was curious
about the bells and whistles, the smells, the icons, and the
chants. But what I wasn't prepared for at the start of production
was the devotion. The humanness. The humility. The passion.
The giving up of oneself to God. I wasn't prepared for the
profound, limitless expression of faith I soon found in spiritual
places around the world.
During two years of location production, I had the privilege
of filming in some of the world's most sacred places. I was
able to photograph and script eight productions including
Machu Picchu in Peru, India's Taj Mahal, the holy Hindu city
of Varanasi, India, the ancient Buddhist ruins of Burma, Tantric
Buddhist practices in the Himalayan Kingdom of Bhutan, the
ancient ruins of Greece, the Anasazi temples of America's
southwest, and the sacred practice of Vodou on the Caribbean
island of Haiti.
Was I prepared for the travel, logistics that would challenge
an insomniac, 115 degree heat, humidity that left my camera
lenses fogged for hours, parasites that preyed on my guts
for more than a year, pollution, unsafe transportation, the
dangers of malaria and cockroaches in my soup? Yes. Was I
prepared for dictatorship in Burma and anarchy in Haiti, red
tape in India and rebellion in Peru? Yes. Odd as it may sound,
these things are part of documentary filmmaking in the developing
world and among the challenges that appeal to my colleagues
and to me. What I wasn't prepared for was personal growth
and change. I wasn't prepared for spiritual transformation.
I wasn't prepared to find God.
Before
the Mystic Lands project, my spiritual life had been limited
to an Episcopalian childhood (mostly holidays), to reading
Christian books by C.S. Lewis and the existential works of
Sartre and Kafka, to late night discussions in the college
dorm, and occasional meditation. The only holy book I'd ever
read in its entirety was the Bahagedva Gita (*check spelling).
I was, by my own definition, a sort of naturalist or theist.
In other words, I simply followed the logic of nature with
the intellectual assumption that "all this" must
have come from "some thing." Beyond the recognition
that a God of some kind must exist, it just didn't seem worth
worrying about. I wasn't bored by the discussion of spiritual
matters and I prided myself on being open-minded. But God
was not an emotional part of me. And I certainly didn't feel
any soulful connection to forces greater than those of earthly
definition.
That began to change with a visit to the Anasazi ruins of
the desert southwest. I spent several days filming in Arizona's
Canyon de Chelley, guided by a Navajo man named Leon Skyhorse
and his mother, Marjorie Thomas. Marjorie was a tribal elder
with what I can only describe as a sixth sense. She viewed
the Anasazi ruins as a living force filled with sacred energy
of "the ancient ones."
The popular myth surrounding the Anasazi is that they somehow
disappeared around A.D. 1200. However, both the Navajo and
the Pueblo people of New Mexico believe the Anasazi simply
migrated south to the Jemez and Rio Grande Rivers. But their
spirit remained in places such as Mesa Verde, Chaco Canyon,
Hovenweep and Canyon de Chelley.
Zuni elder Peter Pino believes that all of the Anasazi ruins
were once a part of a great spiritual society, and that they
remain sacred places today. According to Pino, "you can
sit on the mesa top and just have a quiet moment to yourself,
and you can sense the motion of the time when the community
was occupied. You sense energy that goes beyond words and
essentially, in order to feel what is happening there, you
have to feel in the heart, and in mind, and in body."
Pino believes the legacy of the Anasazi is one of transcendence
and of oneness with the natural world they worshipped as God.
It was a grand legacy, and one I wanted to experience. During
two weeks of filming the ruins of the Anasazi, I spent several
hours alone in meditation or simply sitting, watching, and
feeling myself grounded to the rich brown earth around me.
I opened myself to experiencing the energy the elders believed
could be felt there. Maybe it's because I was open to it,
maybe it's because I took the time to listen with more than
my ears, but while sitting on the cliffs of Chaco Canyon,
I felt a powerful presence. It was discernable as nothing
more than energy. The earth didn't move. I didn't levitate
or fly. But I very simply felt, for the first time, that a
force greater than me, a force greater than humanity, existed.
And that moment set the course for the experiences that followed.
An Andean
shaman named Victor Estrada helped me explore the ruins of
Machu Picchu with more than my eyes. He taught me how to look
within and to open myself to sacred energy.
I researched the Islamic view of heaven at the Taj Mahal and
witnessed Hindu cremations at the funeral pyres along Varanasi's
River Ganges.
The sacred practices of Tantric Buddhism in Bhutan's Paro
Valley and the quiet, meditative beauty of Theravada Buddhism
at Burma's Sagaing Monastery helped to slow my pace and to
ground me in this world.
At the ancient sites of Delphi, Corinth and the island of
Patmos, I chronicled the Greek transition from paganism into
one of the world's most devout Christian societies. I felt
the powerful words of the Apostle Paul in ways I'd never before
imagined myself capable.
And on the Caribbean island of Haiti, I had my head and my
heart opened to the sacred practice of Vodou - a beautiful
yet often misunderstood faith that mixes the beliefs of west
African slaves and the French landowners who brought them
to Haiti more than three hundred years ago.
It was
a time of transition, of grounding, and of purpose. It was
a time of privilege that opened me not just to God, but to
the powerful, beautiful impact that history and culture have
on the spiritual beliefs we feel and we follow.
For as
long as humans have maintained a belief in God and in religious
and spiritual practice, misunderstanding and persecution have
been at the forefront of our world's disharmony. Today, our
religious differences often signal conflict, and passions
based on ignorance fuel the fire. As I write this, I'm relatively
certain that somewhere in this newspaper there will appear
a story of conflict based on religious beliefs.
During the production of Mystic Lands and in the spiritual
work I've done since, I've been deeply touched by the one
thing I now share with religious followers worldwide. I now
believe in God and in the spirit that makes life sacred.
While I'd always waited for that one defining moment when
the spirit would arrive, it didn't happen that way for me.
It happened over time. It happened because I learned to allow
the experience to settle in. And God made the experience grand.
God created images to be photographed in the moment. God created
a presence in me to photograph them regardless of my emotional
state or the relative nature of my belief.
I still see it all, I still see the all within it. Sheets
of rain gleaming with a rainbow on the horizon of Arizona's
desert. A rattle snake sliding into the ruins of Chaco Canyon.
Fog shrouded ruins at Machu Picchu. The tireless faces of
Hindu worshippers on the shore of the River Ganges, dripping
sacred water onto outstretched tongues. The Taj Mahal cloaked
on a misty morning. Amber light reflecting off the dome of
Schwedagon Pagoda on a steamy night in Rangoon, lighting the
cheeks of young girls worshipping. A young mother, possessed
by the Vodou spirit of Damballah, squirming along a cement
floor in the slums of Port-au-Prince.
I didn't create these images. I witnessed them. And in them
I saw the spirit of God that unites us, the spirit that unites
the faithful around the world. It's a spirit that transcends
religion. As uncomplicated as it may sound, the energy is
universal, loving and without judgment.
For me, it is beauty, an irresistible beauty I failed to see
until I opened my eyes and my heart and allowed for its simplicity.
Nature. The roller coaster of the human condition. The unexpected
circumstance of life.
I'm frequently reminded of the many questions we encountered
throughout the production. Viewers, friends, colleagues, the
network -- we all had questions when it came to God, religion,
and the spirit world.
"Christianity versus Judaism? Why do Muslims pray toward
Mecca five times a day? Don't Jews, Christians and Muslims
all believe in the Old
Testament? How can the Hindu believe in 300 million gods?
Didn't the Inca eat their babies? How can anybody spin a prayer
wheel all day long -- and for that matter, why? What's with
that voodoo-zombie thing in Haiti? Weren't the Anasazi taken
away by aliens?"
We heard them all. Some questions may have seemed ridiculous
at the time, but all were relevant then and all remain relevant
today. Many have no answer. Some answers are contradictory,
some lost in untold history. And all are part of the mystery.
Of course, the sacred locations are easy to talk about because
they exist. Many have a cultural, political and spiritual
history that lends itself to anthropological and archeological
exploration. In others, colorful, entertaining and thought
provoking religious practices are still performed every day.
Anyone can go, anyone can see, anyone can study, anyone can
feel.
But the discovery of faith is part of an individual journey
down a path of our own making. To simply say that God exists
within is not an answer for anyone. Religious or spiritual
dictates rarely convert or transform anyone. The process of
discovery and coming to a knowing of God is a deeply personal
one.
Though I'd been exposed to Christianity throughout my life,
I went into our production without a preconceived notion that
any one religion was right or wrong. I believed both then
and now that as much as religion has to do with one's personal
choices about God, it also has to do with geography, culture,
education, politics and money.
Even today, as I continue down my own path, the teachings
of Jesus Christ are familiar to me much the way Hinduism would
be familiar had I grown up in India. I grew up with Christianity
and it continues to surround me. While I've never understood
the denominational battles fought by Christians, the idea
of "Mere Christianity" as put forth by C.S. Lewis
makes sense to me. The power of positive thinking, the belief
in the powerful goodness of God as put forth by Norman Vincent
Peale makes sense to me. The search for enlightenment through
the practice of our own good deeds as put forth by Buddha
makes sense to me. An Inca farmer thanking his Gods for rainfall
and sunshine makes sense to me. Virtually every religion in
the world has God, goodness, and morality at its center.
Culture, politics, history and money influence religion and
impact our choices. Because of my experience, my truth --
as I understand it now -- is that I am a hybrid of belief.
I've seen too much joy and beauty in all faiths not to cherish
them for their uniqueness, their strengths, their virtues
and their truth.
The work I did with Victor Estrada, the Andean shaman, helped
me feel connected to God in ways no religious practice had
before. Like Victor, I don't believe that any one religion
holds all the answers and the convergence of my Christian
beliefs with various spiritual practices is not a contradiction
to me. Rather, it is part of my process.
Regardless of where my path leads, I go there with a universal
faith in God. I accept the truth around me. The truth of nature.
The truth of human character and behavior. The truth of love,
charity and kindness. These are not things we created and
no matter which spiritual practice any of us may choose to
follow, the acceptance of and belief in God is fundamental
to all religions.
It takes very little travel and very little experience to
discover that we are much more similar than we are different.
The values of love and family supercede all that divides us.
Goodness is universal. In Northern Ireland, Protestants and
Catholics both love their families. Both attend church. Both
believe in the teachings of Christ. Their problems are about
politics, not faith. In America, when Christians, Jews, and
Muslims make their prayers, they're heard by the same God
who hears the whispering wind through a prayer flag in Bhutan.
Peace lies in acceptance, not of our differences, but of our
similarities.
There are places that are sacred, places that resonate and
vibrate with a timeless energy, an energy that comes from
nature and wildlife, an energy that comes from the human presence
both past and present. It can be found in the great spiritual
places of the world -- Machu Picchu, Bali, Jerusalem, Varanasi,
Haiti, Mecca, the Taj Mahal -- but the truth is that the spiritual
world surrounds us and is as present on the streets of Milwaukee,
Bangkok, Moscow or Capetown as it is in Chaco Canyon.
It's up to us to find it, to recognize it, and to learn to
cherish the gifts that God provides us each day, everywhere.
A spiritual life and the happiness it brings is not about
living in the darkness, it's about choosing to live in the
light. It's not about wanting more possessions, it's about
freeing ourselves of want. It's not about violence, hatred,
war, hunger, poverty or injustice. It's about wiping away
a child's tear, extending a hand, listening, smiling, and
showing up.
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